Sleeping Sifties

I Really Need to be More Consistent

and post more often. Maybe it will help if I upload the pics from my camera tonight.

Wish me luck.

Here I Am Still

I got a call from Kelsey-Seybold yesterday, they actually left a message(!) something to the effect of rescheduling. I was in no mood to call back, but they called this morning which saved me the trouble. I'll give you 1 guess as to what they wanted.

I just told them to cancel the appointment.

I can't express how frustrated I am. The girlfriend who referred this doctor seems very much like me in temperament and how she is with people, so I was really thinking this doctor would be a good fit for me. One of the few things I miss about Utah is that I knew all my doctors, and they knew me. In fact, after we were no longer full time students and had to drop the BYU insurance, I never really replaced my old BYU doctor, I simply talked to the midwives about whatever I needed (since I was pretty much their patient for 6 years). I hate having to explain my entire strange medical history to new doctors. Especially as my medical history has some weirdness to it and my body is just strange. We could spend a full year until the doctor knows my name, much less all my medical quirks.

And so begins the search for a doctor that I feel comfortable with (female), takes my insurance, and isn't too far away. BTW, when I go through the search on our insurance website within 10 miles of me it comes up with thousands of doctors (I'm not exaggerating).

And so it's Wednesday.

*sigh*

And you're all thinking right now, "That's just normal, stop whining, April."

and I'm thinking, "This is my blog, so you don't get to tell me to stop whining. So there." (and then I stick my tongue out at you and pout for a while.)

I wish Robert was home. or is it correct to say I wish Robert were home? *double sigh*